Every time I'm about to snap or try to reciprocate even an ounce of the pain she has given me ....I tell myself/remind myself that this isn't the caring, giving, woman I've known for half my life.
Then I think about d3
That mother f^%#ing Alian that has taken over my wife's brain is actively ruining lives-hopefully not -I swear to sweet baby jeasus, I'm going to kick its a$$:)
My best friend-who understands what I'm doing just texted me
"and it's only going to get worse"
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
