Just to let you know jamkel, you can continue posting in this part of the forum, although it does not get a lot of traffic so you might get more response creating a topic in the Newcommers area.
That said, it sounds like you are taking "all" the blame in the breakdown of the M. Now, maybe you have, but we all come to the realization that the responsibility truly does fall on two people, not just one.
I notice that you point to you being depressed and stressed and that you also point to a lack developing an emotional connection with your W, yet I don't get a sense that this was always the case.
Since she's been back to work, do you at all suspect that there might be an emotional or physical affair going on with your W?
Can you list 5 main, valid complaints that your W might have against you?
If you think about it, has your W always been a princess to be put on a pedestal? What would be her short comings, from your honest, open perspective?
