2.4, I also took a break from reading. I was reading Gottman's 7 signs and it was a good book, but between that, reading on here, etc. it was a recipe for being too over the top and it was interfering with me GAL. So, I am reading some of W's mysteries on my kindle (Down River currently, really good). It has helped a bit.
Very sorry to hear about BD #2. I am preparing for that possibility myself and it broke my heart reading about yours.
CB
CB thanks for your support. It was actually not that bad BD2. It's pushed me further away from W which has helped me detach a little. having ups and downs since, but feel less like I am drifting along. I'm me mentally preparing myself to move on and let go now.
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.