I hope too, LL. Especially considering the alternatives.
I just sucks, ya know? The man knew that what this kind of betrayal would do to me. In the beginning, I asked him countless times NOT to get involved with me if there was any possibility that he might be unfaithful.
He could have told me he wanted out at any time. He could have said he wanted to be with other women, and we could have separated with respect.
He didn't though--the lied and snuck around and hit me right where he knew my weak spot was. He knew it would shatter me, and yet he says that he loves me and never stopped loving me.
Forgiving has been the easiest part. Forgetting is much harder and understanding could be impossible.
Would a partial labotomy help make this easier, ya think?
