Still Struggling and need help #3

[CharlieBrown]

But, for me, we were just getting started on therapy and that I was still struggling with BD in March. She said "that was during dark time and I don't know that I even meant it". I probed on that and she basically said she felt desperate and that might have been to get my attention as much as a real threat. Um, ok, but I am having nightmares, there is still the whole tat-boy thing, and we haven't scratched the surface on really opening up. Hoepfully the therapist will make a convincing case this afternoon.

One another note, as we talked last night, I told her one of the things I was still struggling with was that I still didn't fully understand the XYZ City thing and the timing. I looked at her and asked if there was anything else and she said "we've been over this a million times, it is because times were better when we lived in xyz city, I am bored here, etc." I said are you sure, nothing else? "No, that's it." I came this (holding my thumb and trigger finger close) close to asking about tat-boy, but I relied on all of your coaching and kept my big yap shut.

CB