jp... have you ever heard about the secret? positive thinking? power of now?

the more you dwell and focus on the pain, the longer it will hurt. TRY to start feeling OK with things. I know it hurts, ALOT...so do I. BUT, when I have a negative thought, I try to focus on the present (not the past, not the future) and just get through the moment. I try to vision a better scenario for myself and look for happiness in that. I also say a few mantras:

1) I deserve better
2) I am a GREAT person, I deserve better.
3) If h doesn't see it, appreciate it...it's really HIS LOSS.

STOP dwelling in negatives... The law of attraction WORKS. If you focus on the bad day you are having, you will continue to have a bad day. If you try to find positives and appreciate the good things in a day, the more you will find. PROMISE!!

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)