Thanks miz, rH, and FY. I am doing better. My emotions come in to play with the boys. I know I'll be fine, but they're the ones that will pay long term if things don't work. I want it so much, for them.
FY, the truck is going to be a tacoma. Four door, 4x4, all the bells and whistles. I've known my current suv needed replacing. Plus, nothing says I'm moving on with living like new wheels! Am I right! I thought about getting one last weekend while she was out of town, but just didnt work out. Boys won't know til I pick them up at school in it tomorrow. I've got big plans for taking dirt bikes and going riding.
I'm doing a couple of things for me. Coaching baseball for S9, yard work, etc. We've had several deaths in the community so I've been cooking and taking food to friends that have lost loved ones. W says its one if my gifts. Going to the tanning bed (no cancer speeches please-I know). I like having a nice tan. W hasn't noticed yet.
Living as if....or trying to.
M - 42 W- 37 S's - 9,6 M-12 T-14 FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011 ILYBNILWY - march '12 FIL - died jan '13 W Moved out week later
