Thank you KarenR. Awaiting moderation has been tough, but the stories on here have helped stem the tide and provided many lessons learned.
I absolutely would consider calling a coach, but unfortunately I am in a grave position financially. I am a wounded combat veteran that has been medically discharged from the Army. I havent been able to find reasonable employment since my discharge, and the Veterans Administration is dragging its heels on my disability claim.
As you can imagine, this has lead to depression and a feeling of hopelessness that I now know is toxic to attraction. I know nothing in this life is free, but I will post my sitch and hopefully I can regain some calm and sanity.
Sitch coming in next post...it will be long, sorry, but I wanted to give full disclosure at the offset.
Me-45,W-36 M-12 yrs, T-15 years SS- 16 Nov 2003 Initial B date, 2-3 others since EA/PA OM 2003-2004 Reconciled 2004 May 2013 Final BD, W completely detaches W files D June 2013 I am moving out 26 July 2013
