Weird scenario

[Jeack]

So had a strong urge to text W so I came here instead. It's been only a week without contact. Just worried she thinks I don't care about her anymore. Just amazing how she has become a totally different person.

I'm really starting to lose any kind of hope that I can salvage this marriage.

As I wrote earlier. I was kind of taken back by a mutual friend of ours asking me so many questions about what was going on with the D. I know him and my W are suppose to go skydiving next Tuesday.