On a positive note, w did initiate a Convo last night. About work and my staying late at work these days. I just said I'm really busy and she said she is too. We've talked for a good while.
I remain dark at home and try to avoid where she is at part of the house. And I don't initiate a Convo unless she say something. I'm starting to feel awkward with her. I know I shouldn't but it's happening...she's been pushing me away all this time and now I'm starting to feel numb. Just some observations...
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
