It is absolutely tough and I certainly had (and have) times where I want to reach out. Been there, done that early on and the results weren't at all what I wanted.
I know how really tough it is but you are getting good advice and the process works..........
Come here for support (I know not that same as what you previously had w/W but you can't get that right now - I know first hand how much that stings) and keep working on becoming the best you that you can be.. It really is the best shot that you have at getting what you ultimately want.
Stay strong!
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork
