Well a million steps back now because why do I get sucked in to his texting? Why can't I keep my mouth shut? Why do I think he will be different & come running back if I say I miss him? What a disaster. Why don't I have any self control?


Me 54 H 53
T 19
M 15 (2nd both), 0 kids, 2 dogs, 1 horse
H open heart surg12-12-12
H dropped bomb 3-5-13
H moved to lounge ~3-13-13
H rented house w/friend 4-6-13
H moved out 4-13-13