I wish there was an off switch to thinking about her. Someone was talking about that there is a chemical that is released in your brain like when you first fall in love and it is the same for LBS, maybe AS.
Well this certainly [censored].
I agree with what you say. I continually do thingss that make it harder for me, well geez that is not helping.
I must try some meditation.
It's called GAL. I've found that going to the gym is the best release of serotonin. I preferably like to place myself in the second row of treadmills behind a girl wearing yoga pants. LOL. Seriously our situation [censored]. But it's only as bad as we make it.
Dont let someone else control your happiness. We could be gone tomorrow. consider when you wake up a blessing that were still here. This earth is populated plenty of wonderful people. Me for one is not ready to find another one but I don't mid the scenery at the gym at the same time. Gives me motivation, for myself to work out harder.
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
