I wish there was an off switch to thinking about her. Someone was talking about that there is a chemical that is released in your brain like when you first fall in love and it is the same for LBS, maybe AS.

Well this certainly [censored].

I agree with what you say. I continually do thingss that make it harder for me, well geez that is not helping.

I must try some meditation.

M46,W41
D16,D18
M22,T25
BD 11/12
W moved out 01/13
Piecing 10/13
Divorced 01/15
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can."
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