Affair forecast:stormy with a chance of a break-up

[Takevowsserious]

Dear UW ~

I had to read your post a few times, because I kept tearing up and crying in between sentences. It was a good thing, felt good to let it out.

There are times where I breeze through my day, happy and content, soaking up the kids and life in general. Then there are other days, like today, where I feel so crushed by everything, so overwhelmed by everything that has happened the past 16 months.

Knowing that it is possible to build our M again renews my hope. I know it would not be easy. Then again, none of this has been easy.

Thank you for sharing about the M that you know were saved. I feel, and have always felt, that my H and I had/have a true love story. And our story has had some very sad and difficult parts to it already, things that maybe would have ended other people's stories. But not us. Our love has carried us through much already, and there is definitely a part of me that believes it can survive this, that our story together isn't over.

But the thought of them together at the beach, all lovey dovey and basking in their affair glory is devastating. That's me keeping it real

Oh well. A month from today will be our 11 year anniversary. Gonna keep on keepin on.

Thanks again my angel