I think it speaks so highly of who you are, G, that you have allowed yourself to cry.

All the feelings you are having are all normal. This is something that you cannot have ever imagined. It is a hurt that is like no other.

I know you dont see it now, but, you will get through this. You will. And you will come out the other side stronger and wiser.

Take care of you, G.

We will be with you every step of the way.