No longer treading water, must either sink or swim

[Grizz]

Thanks again for everyone's input. The support that I have found here is nothing short of amazing!

Man, the crying is awful. Guys aren't suppose to cry (per society anyway). But I have had times that I have wept like a baby. I hadn't cried in a while until this past weekend when W told me she put down a deposit on an apartment. That was a rough two days.

JRG, I just read through your sitch. I have gone through the same thoughts about not being sure if I would want to R if given the chance. This seems to be pretty normal for most of us here.

The thought I keep having is, do I miss my W or do I miss being married? The closeness, the sharing with someone else, the feeling of love. But like you said in your thread, maybe these are just thoughts to help me protect myself.