Confused about what I want

[BRNR]

I was calm...and walked away. I am not entertaining this discussion any further today.

The reality is that the discussion was not about him and he made it about him. Again, some of the things he said, like me bullying him. Unbelievable! What they say is crazy making. I am glad that I have detached myself from him as much as I have. I can actually stay calm and cool under pressure...it is the words that fly out that are not good.

He has the boys now, and hopefully he gets his questions answered by them since he will be with them. After all, he needs to hear some of these things himself from the boys. He would have heard them already had he not pushed them away...but as he states, he has been a great father!!!

I think I will relax a little...after all, I do have a few hours to myself. Yay!!!