I truly do not think it was me that caused all this to happen. But I am sure that being honest i played a part.
Kind of contradictory, isn't it?
I just fell that why should this WAW has a good happy life and im stuck here with nothing.
This is a victim mentality. She is doing what she needs to do as far as GAL and so do you.
this is fine but i need a place to live first. and honestly I want to know where she lives. it is just eating me up inside. i will find out some how.
This strikes me as borderline stalking. Tread lightly.
you guys and ladies need to know that my WAW did give me a STD. how can i move on with some one having this problem.
Why did we need to know this?
I just to be happy and hate that fact that i let someone do this to me make me the person i am today
Everybody wants to be happy. You are responsible for your own feelings. No one makes you feel anything or do anything you don't want to.
I find my W confusing sometimes. Heck, I bet she finds me confusing sometimes, too. Sometimes I even confuse myself. I just try to not figure her out and focus on what I am doing and thinking. Going through this stuff makes for some strange thoughts and emotions. Tumultuous times.
When my W and separated before, I felt like a victim. I do not feel that way this time around. I have worked hard to change my perspective of life and the people and things around me. It makes life better but not always as fair as we all want it to be. Sometimes life seems bittersweet.
“Things turn out best for the people who make the best out of the way things turn out” ― Art Linkletter
