Part of what is heartbreaking about this is that day when she was in XYZ city, she called me at about 3:30 and told me how much she loved me, that I was in all her plans about moving to XYZ city, etc. I came away from that call feeling very warm and positive about our progress. Then, just a couple hours later, she is IMing tat-boy. WTF? Completely unraveled all the positives I have been feeling in the past couple weeks and has made me question everything that has seemed to be better since C.

For example, maybe her meds are to help sooth her guilt over the EA/fantasy?

Me; 42, W; 43
M; 16 yrs
S12, D9

3/13 - "I want to move to XYZ City (four hours away) and it might be without you, not sure"
5/13 - "Not sure I meant that"