Hoper1's story..

[hoper]

Hey Portia thanks so much for the cheer..

Well vacation plans still on..
H very cheery and chatty with S ..making plans, i ternary asks me to look up stuff..
Sometimes cant help staring at him wondering whether he is making plans with OW when i am away at my sis..He was very weird about me going to visit my sis only after the family(?)vacation .. i should proceed to my sis and then he comes away home ..

Just because he was being so funny i told him my sis is busy that week and so now finally i visit my sis with S , we meet H for a vacation and then come back home together.

Whenever C has asked why wont he work on M says he has been hurt .. does not want to be hurt again ..the last time he did say he will try to her ..
However we talk only of vacation, S .. thankfully S has many mad stories to be shared and with the little time we spend together it does not seem awkward..
Last morning when i was packing his lunch he mentioned he was not going to be home for dinner..
Did not look at me while saying this so my antenna goes up..

Of course FB update of OW (sorry Ms J and AJ) says she is in town..find a bill of a very fancy place in his wallet.
(sorry fellow Dbers.. deeply embarrassed but yet not GAL i guess!!)

It really hurts to know he wanted me to change the travel dates citing a measly discount on the certain other days but blows away a fortune on OW.. The lady needs to be impressed....

I remember mentioning wanting to visit this place.. it hurts that if the future gets us together will now wont ever be able to visit this place ...

Regarding DBing on vacation..he has mentioned wanting to catch with a friend , going pubbing .. since S wont be allowed we 2 are supposed to be waiting in the room for him.. I plan to print out a list of pubs with directions and links for him ..SInce he is trying to b me want to DB him back..

Suggestions welcome..

I do follow a whole lot of threads and cant thank the people here enough.. wishing , hoping, praying for , guiding the others here..There is a whole lot of pain here but the vets and so many others have made it a beautiful place to stop by , wipe a tear and have a laugh..Thankyou..