Thanks rH - you always have a way of looking at the positive and making me smile.
Feeling kinda bummed right now...
I went out to dinner tonight with one of my confidants - she has been there for me through all of this, has been such a good support. Had a great time with her - and then things turned bad when I got home.
H was nice, asked me how dinner was, what I had to eat. Then - I love this - asked me what we talked about lol!! (Because that is a normal thing to ask someone)
He then does the old, hey, by the way...
Supposedly the guys at golf league were talking last night about taking a golf trip to the beach this summer, and H wants to know if he can go. Funny, he didn't mention it last night when he came home.
This has OW written all over it, and I am heartbroken. I guess this is her way of upping the ante.
I love the beach, it is somewhere H and I used to go on vacation.
I am feeling so sad right now, so defeated.
Of course I didn't act sad, said I didn't care. Told him he could go if he wanted to.
I did use the opportunity to say that I was thinking about taking the boys to the beach this summer. He tried to come up with various reasons on why it wouldn't work, but I anticipated this, and had some responses ready. He said we'll talk about it.
He doesn't realize I am taking the boys on vacation whether he wants to go or not.
Still, feeling so disrespected and hurt again. What a b!tch.
He is fvcking up so much, ruining the best thing he ever had or will have.
This svcks.
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
