Thanks hotwheelsaust and AS for stopping by.

I think I will be able to pull myself out of depression without a doctor. You are right, AS, I need to GAL more.

I don’t think my H’s feelings for me will ever change. It’s been 10 months since BD and I don’t see even a hint of him missing me. It seems that he is very content with his life and doesn’t want me in it. This is the end of my M, and I have to accept it.
I feel some anger today, but not as much. But I still have this strong desire to tell him to leave me alone and not contact me at all.


M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state