Confused about what I want

[BRNR]

Stop second guessing yourself...you did what you needed to do and you've been more than fair while he's been out on the street

That is the slap I needed.

Guess it is all just a lot for me to digest myself too. That email for some reason felt like me closing the door...definitely a 180 to what I have been doing.

I took another step today and obtained car insurance under my own policy. I am currently on H's, and if he cancelled me, I would never know.

I do have to stop tying the emotional part with the legal part of this marriage...I guess just so much has happened in the past five days, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed.