Confused about what I want

[BRNR]

So, no response on the email regarding the D yet. Not sure how it was received as H didn't even bring it up this morning.

My feeling of self empowerment is starting to wear off. Not sure what my next steps are other than to file for support should H not provide any money this week, which after the email, I am unsure if he will or not. I am thinking not, but these MLC'ers do crazy things...

Anyone else ever push for the D?

Oh, IDK, financially it made all the sense in the world and still does, but emotionally, it is tearing me up on the insides. I do have to worry about me and the children at this time, I am just concerned I have made things even worse...

Anybody can give me a pep talk that what I did was right...I am not feeling so sure now.