Affair forecast:stormy with a chance of a break-up

[reachingHigher]

Hi my friend!

I wanted you to know I soak up every detail of your posts. Just haven't been in the mood to comment.

I'll start a new thread soon; just haven't been in the mood for that either. I'm processing everything (including my H's heavily drinking for 10 hours on Cinco de Mayo...as well as his continued interest in reconciliation with me contrasted with his desire on FB to appear like a single teenager). Like snodderly said, it's a tough part of the journey, although not without benefits

I'm glad H touched you. Maybe he forgot for a moment that he is MLC.

I'm gonna guess that he doesn't know what he wants or maybe would consider a slow reconciliation with you depending on how disgusted he becomes with OW.

The damage to our hearts seems insurmountable where you are. When they start coming around and you see more and more of the wonderful person you once fell in love with (yes, though changed) .... it gives those dying embers a huge fan and you can once again believe in the roaring fire.

Our pond out back is full and beautiful once again. It's just muddy from the runoff with dirt from pastures, etc. It reminds me of my M. It was about to dry up and die and was really ugly. Now it's been watered with rains and streams. There's just some clearing up to do that will take time.

There's so much hope here.
So much for you and your H.
You've been fantastic with patience.
But I'm ready to go to the store with you for another patience shovel!

Hugs,
rH