Hi Snodderly - it was comforting to see H not go off his rocker for a special occasion that is very family centered. We will see what happens in June, we have our anniversary and S2's birthday back to back!
I do think his guilt is magnifying his health problems, and manifesting itself in various ways.
In thinking about if H confesses, I think of these options-
- he confesses and says he's leaving - he confesses and says he wants to work on us - he confesses and says he doesn't know what he wants
I think the third one sounds most likely at this point, but also toughest for me to figure out. I mean, what about what I want? I still love my H and am still open to reconciling if he is fully committed, but then I wonder, is all the damage that has been done insurmountable? I feel like I need the dust to settle before I know the answer to that one.
Thank you for reminding me to sit quietly - answers always seem to come when I least expect it
Hi FY - I think H is starting to second guess his actions too, but until he changes his actions, he's gonna keep spinning on the hamster wheel.
Accepting a compliment is something to work in. Hey, it's not like I get that many from him lol!!!
I plan on busting on my friend!!!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
