Weird scenario

[Jeack]

So I've been doing a lot of reading on EA and my Passive Aggressive behaviors. I haven't contacted W since Wednesday. Giving her space. Also because I don't even know how I would respond to her. She does appear to be pretty happy with OM and I'm just feeling like this is never going to work.

We have done so many things to each other to burn our relationship.

We have no kids together. So there's no reason for contact at all other than if we need to discuss something about the Divorce.

She knows that I know about OM and doesn't even care how I know.

I know DBing is about GAL and moving forward. But is helpful in the healing process to still even have hope. I'm trying to mentally seperate myself from her and move on. Is that wrong? She's already told me to find a new GF and wants me happy.

I've done everything she has asked me to during our separation. Moved furniture dropped off left over stuff from my house because she didn't want to come back to the house. Gave her money and drive her to get her car out of impound when she was with OM. I'm really starting to feel used. I'm even still paying her car insurance which she promised to give to me. All I asked was for her to mail the keys to the house back and look for a jacket at her moms that I left there. She said she was having her lawyer draft the property settlement agreement 2 weeks ago. Still haven't heard from her on that.

I do love my W. just not sure if I could get over her being with OM especially cause of who it is.

Could use some advice.