Stuck..how do I get out???

[tiredndrained]

So h still running around all night. Im so tired. I can honestly say i want to throw in the towel. I tell him im done..his response...u know u still love me. Do i want to give me a hug? He calls me by phone n says come on...tell me u love me.ugh..really? I refuse to give in to his sick mind games. I wont say i love u n what scares me is im not even sure i do anymore. This has gone on too long. I asked again if the ow still involved n he swears no n there no one else. Yet he walks in the door three mornings in a row at 11am. Doesn't look tired. Apparently had sleep. Why can't he go??? I see all these other mlc men n they want out so bad they leave. I feel ad if im being tortured.