JP, you have made progress. You are going to have good days and bad. Remember this is some really hard stuff. Feel it for a little bit then let it go. That has helped me more than anything lately. I will allow myself to feel what I am for a little while, but then I start to move more thoughts to the new me and what i want. If you lose her you will be alright. If you dont lose her, you will be alright. You have to love you before you can love her. I am starting to get this. I told my W yesterday the difference between her and I is that I want to fix me before I involve myself with her or anyone new. I dont want to bring the old me into any relatioship ever again
M 37 W 30 S 7 Together 10 years Married 9 years BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day) I moved to apartment 1/11/13 W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13 Peicing: 6/3/13 Reconciled: 7/2013 BD2: 4/20/16 still working on it
