Hit hard still taking another step forward.

[T1000]

cont...

As the day progressed we kissed for a little and it was nice. Got passionate.
A bit later we were ordering a pizza online, I was stood behind her and we were laughing, joking and flirting. We just managed to order the pizza before the clothes started coming off. She said we don't have to do anything your not ready for. I was very horny and I knew the longer it was left the more I would worry about it. I said I want to. We had sex that started in the kitchen and led to the other room. It was great!

After I went to pick up the pizza, it was cold!

We ate and talked more. She had some white sauce with her pizza, I have had this phobia about white sauce for a long time now and it used annoy her. I could order a meal at a restaurant and if there was any white stuff on it I wouldn't touch it. One of my 180's was to buy a bottle of mayonnaise and every night before my dinner I would have a tiny bit. I have been doing this for about 6 weeks now. I don't like it but I can eat a bit. There was some of the white sauce on the pizza and she said you won't want that bit, I said I will be fine, ate it and she was shocked. Asked how I had done that and told her about the mayonnaise.

The day was quite a display of how different I had become in lots of different ways.

She brought up that she thought I was a prude and that we never really tried to do anything in our sex life. I said I thought similar of her. I admitted that I had held back quite a lot of what I wanted because of her abusive past and I didn't want to upset her. We both agreed that we need to communicate better.

Later we sat inside and talked more. Discussed about what we should do next. I said we shouldn't fall into the trap of just getting back together. We are different people now. She said we should date and grow something new, I agreed.

I tried to be a good listener during the day, I struggled with validation but managed.

Went to bed and had sex again. Both fell asleep. I woke at 5:00am kissed her and left.
She sent me a text this morning telling me how much she enjoyed spending time with me and wished me a good day. I sent similar back.

So there we have it. No doubt I have missed some of what happened. Some of it was DBing and I don't know what the rest was. I'm happy with it all.

If you've got this far thanks for reading, hopefully it's coherent.

Not sure what to do next. I'd love hear any idea's.