Help & Advice Needed Please (Thread 3)

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A mixed bag... Had a great day yesterday with Son for our Bank Holiday. Had a BBQ, went bowling and then out for dinner.

Unfortunately when I got back I found out W was away for OM watching the bike racing. This set me back a little - Watching the bike racing was something she gave up when we met so I feel like it's another step forward for her and OM and a step back for me and her. I know I can't control it but it's always going to hurt.

I hate all of this so much sometimes.