Any hope???

[Emilys88]

I spent last week with my god mother and i think thats just what i needed. It helped me clear my mind and now I can move forward in my GAL.

I'm ready to file my reply to the D summons, and start doing things for myself. I am planning on going to college in the fall, and getting a job.

I wish H would reconsider our M but its his loss. I tried everything i could, Im moving on but not burning that bridge in the process and leaving myself open to the future if he ever gets help for his problems.

I still miss the old him but I cannot stand who he is now. So im excited to move forward and start being happy for a change!!