uR, Fartiltre, maritimer, AS and JP, thank you all for the support. I have some close friends around me that I can lean on but the support that I also get here has helped me tremendously.
I can see how when W moves out that detachment will be easier. But it still $ucks! Like tonight, W hasn't been in our bed in weeks but she is lying here right now asleep beside me. Maybe guilt, maybe feeling relief that she is leaving or maybe just to tired/lazy to move. Who knows? Doesn't really matter. I just say this because this is stuff that makes it hard to detach. I miss her terribly being in the same house with her but it is so much worse when she decides to sleep in the bed next to me for the first night in a long time. Especially just after telling me she is leaving. Oh well. This is awful.
Maritimer, sorry about your sitch. But just as you said to me, keep your chin up. Press on.
AS, I so dread the first night at home alone without the kids. It must be miserable.
Why does she have to lay here tonight?! Of all nights!
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.
