GM, I think you're doing well. I really do. You are right you shouldn't be in this position, but since you are, I see that you are doing well with what you have available. Don't let your anger get the best of you or interfere with the task at hand. There will be plenty of time for dealing with your anger later. I mean that. I've been there in your shoes (mine might be bigger ) and it's no picnic. But it can and you will do what you have to do.
Try to relax and let it work itself out. Take the actions you need to and don't give it any more emotion than it needs to get the job done. Action is what is needed. And time.
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
) and it's no picnic. But it can and you will do what you have to do. 