Your right- The email sounds fair. The problem begins when I see her name as the sender and the anxiety begins....
I open it, read it, over analyze it, begin drafting a response and exhaust myself.
I hate the reminder that she is still out there.
I get the same feeling when I see that she has texted me.
I get to see her tonight for a band concert, already having anxiety. It's really crazy for me, I dread seeing her because when I do it just makes me want her and miss her more.
I am still at, if she were to ask me to jump, I would say how high. Need to get to where I say, I don't think I can this time, but thanks for asking.
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
