Long hard weekend. No cooking, just blah...

Thanks for asking!

I am handling my lows better now than I was, so I guess that is good.

This is hard and so different for me.

I am used to learning something and then it is like I got it and know what to do.

With this I learn something, fight to do it emotionally, then it changes and I have to grasp onto where I am again and then my emotions are two blocks away and I have to go back and get them and not forget what I need to do.

Band concert tonight, no cooking.

I am tired, tomorrow will be better.


M46,W41
D16,D18
M22,T25
BD 11/12
W moved out 01/13
Piecing 10/13
Divorced 01/15
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can."
UrWorthy