It's crazy, that after everything I've been through, I still feel myself wanting to be with him. Is this normal? Are the feelings real? Also, I want H to be well. With or without me. I think that's progress for me. I didn't ever think I'd be that way. I always thought I'd be the type of person that would be able to move on & not care about his well being. I wish he would get help. I think that may be another reason I would contact the OW if things were truly over. To let her know how messed up he is & maybe she could get through to him. I do want my children to have a father.
I think that's a normal feeling. I feel the same about my W. I worry about her more than myself most days.
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
