well all i can say today is that i am very very very down and about to say screw live . just saying. I saw her brother in the store yesterday and he asked if i talked to WAW at all. I and only texting and get replies when she wants to reply. He said sorry todd. but he also said do you know what is going on . Was not sure what he meant but told him no and that i did want to talk to him alone. well his buddy walked away and he told me that his sister was gay and with the girl that was always over to the house when WAW and I still lived in same house.
I am just so [censored] up and really feel like ending it all. meaning life
