Incidentally, I off-handedly asked W why she thought I was on drugs and she confirmed my suspicions by saying that I seemed really calm at the mediator and that I've been more laid back (but still really active at the same time.
I don't think she meant illegal drugs, she was probably wondering if you're on anti-depressants.
Glad to hear you're doing well, keep it up! Sounds like you're doing a great job of the detachment
