[in_it]

I'm trying to work, it's hard. I've been here for 2 hours & nothing has been accomplished. I'm just sitting in my office with the door shut staring into space.

I called my C and got an 'emergency' session for IC in an hour. Don't really know what will come of it? I guess I'll just lay it all out there & listen.

I won't call the OW at this point, but it really ticks me off that he is trying to hide all of this from her. If H actually leaves & continues to say these things to me I do think I will let her know. If he is going to leave me & there is no chance for reconciliation for us, at that point I don't think I'll have anything to lose. I'll simply let her know that while I do still want things to workout with my H I don't think that they will & just want her to know everything he has been telling me up to this point & that I'm pregnant. I'm in a bad spot right now & just feel like if he is going to bring me down, then I'll do the same to him.

I feel like he is spinning just as much as me & sees his relationship with OW crumbling if he can't get me to terminate the pregnancy because she will have to know about it at some point. Even it's down the road & they are together & H still has our daughters in his life they will at some point tell her they have a sibiling. I know all of these thoughts are wrong, but they are there & I don't know how to get them out.

Can someone get divorced if they are pregnant, or do you have to wait until the baby is born?