Dont make any long term decisions while the news is so fresh. Let the pain subside.
You will find inner strength you never new you had, if you want to.
Dig deep.
Hang in there.
Me, H-34 now 38 W-32 now 35 T-13 now 18 years M-6 now 9 Daughter 3 years now 7 Bomb 11/27/12 - OM 1 year in house separation Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017