IMHO I think you fear too much how your W would react/think about what you say or do. I'm not perfect by any means and I don't always do or say te right thing. But I know I can't live fearing all the time what my H would think.
You've come a long way and have become a much better person since DB-ing. You don't have to lie about anything that you are doing to become a better person. Just a thought.
You're right.
2 weeks ago I was way more detached than I am now. Her opinion didn't hold a lot of weight with me. In the last two weeks I got back on board the crazy train and now my head is filled with W.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
