glad to hear you're getting better and better at idea of letting go. i'm not so gracious- antonia is a saint i think. i'm not so much.
i'm going to leave it there and go out to garden. i just can't capture the loving giving thing today- i cannot imagine myself ever ever ever telling h to go have a wonderful life and mean it. i am not sure about my litehouse. may be dead.
when we part- i think i will not care if he drops off the planet.
evil girl me today. oh well- off to plant some stuff and capture some peace of mind- and the spirit of planting and growiing rather than just being a ratty girl who is feeling at "the end".
i'm hoping this too shall pass.
I cannot know this man any more - i swear dawn - - half done roof or not - i can only avoid him and hope to regain some equilibrium here - fingers crossed.
