WAW having affair, still living in separate rooms

[kenva]

I do have hope and faith but I also know the reality. I am self employed and work has gotten busier now than in the last 4 years. I am glad I have friends and family ,even on her side that are really supportive of me. Knowing work and dealing w D is going to be tough. I have been down before and came back. I keep telling myself " I can do this ", as soon as this initial shock, but was expecting it, wears off.