I have just read through your thread for today and my heart goes out to you. You are an incredibly strong woman. Raising a disabled child takes a lot of energy and dealing with a separation on top of it..the stress of it all just makes my head spin. And yet you seem to be doing so well with your life.
I don't know that I've posted this on the BB, maybe on my thread awhile ago, but I had problems with two of my pregnancies where some decisions has to be made and to this day H has showed very little emotion about those losses. Said it was for the best and after our first loss he went fishing that night. H's way of dealing with it I guess! For the most part I dealt with the whole thing myself, with both losses I should say. The second loss H went away for the whole weekend on a fishing trip. I don't know that there would have been much H could have done, but just having him close by would have helped tremendously. But, I have finally let go of this, meaning the resentment, the bitterness about H's way of dealing with it as it is over and H was doing the best that H could under the circumstances.
I hope to be in Colorado this summer, Estes Park to be exact, maybe we could hook up! When you said the bowling tournament was in Loveland it brought memories of my H's second wife as that is where she was from!..
