Yeah true, suppose I am not a newcomer as the the BD I just had did not hurt anywhere near as much as the first one. I will post all about it later when I have put the kids to bed.
Thanks S, good to know you are still checking in on me!
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.