JP, I haven't caught up with your sitch but you feel down on your last post. Don't feel that way, so just you know what you posts in my thread really made me think. You are doing good bud!

Newman

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.