It has been been awhile since I have posted. Have taken the time to evaluate where I am and what I have been doing.

In a very good place for me now. Stopped focusing on how W would want me to act or worrying about what she wants from our interactions.
No more walking on eggshells.

Been getting out, building some great new friendships and having a blast with my son.
Also I have been able to work out a way to clear the debt W and I have from the past 6 months. Then I can make payments on the amount without her being involved. I feel great about this as it was the last remnants of mutual negativity.
It will hopefully finish clearing the slate between us so she can be less stressed and start to figure out what she wants.

As for me, life is great. Been moving forward with clarity.

Me-36 W-31
M-7
S-5
BD Dec/12- things were wrong for awhile, head was in the sand

Seeking means: to have a goal
Finding means: to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal