Thank you. I read your post on your thread and am plagued with the same dilemma.
Right now, I need to go out to the garage and find the kleenex and then take an advil before taking a nap.
You're right on about the part when you said you'd be dead if you weren't as strong. So if that is the other blade of our double edged sword, what do we do?
Yes, keep swimming for sure. I have made sure that all our communications are neat and tidy and without conflict. This is the only way I get the vanity chit chat and other peace offerings. But the minute I show something that is not clear cut and dried, he's so out of here.
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
